School Starts Soon!!

So I'll admit I somewhat borrowed this idea from Britt but otherwise I have nada to post about. I figured I'd tell y'all how busy Im hoping to be this year if gas prices dont flipping skyrocket. I want to join Speech (which Steven Z says is bcuz I like Sean Peterlin but he isnt the boy for me, you all know who that boy is) but I would have to pay the $50 fee myself and I want to join Track this year so perhaps I can letter in it eventually although Im not near good enough to actually get it in one year. I will have to wait until Im a Senior to actually letter if I keep up w/ Track. Anyhow I also will have to stay late for Hematite some days and then I will have schoolwork and I hope to be able to go to Friday night bible study and Fusion cell groups so yeah i will have my hands full. Anyhow I have been online way too long. See yall layter.

Pumped... and somewhat deflated...

So Hey ya'all whats crackalackin? I totally went to a family reunion today and got some sweet pics of my family and some people that I didnt even know were my family and I would totally love to post some rocking pics but of course I cant until I consult P.A. My cousin had her baby. I told a couple of you about her; her feet and ankles had swollen up because the baby was sitting on the blood vessels leading to her legs and she is usually so thin so its really wierd that she looked like that and her face was swollen too so its good she had the baby now and doesnt have to go thru that anymore. She had a girl at quarter to eleven saturday night named Aubrianna Claire (hope Im spelling it right), Claire for my deceased grandpa Clarence. My cousins tell me shes gorgeous so I am looking forward to seeing her and I want to go see my cousin Sarah to see how she is doing because of her dad and everything (read my camp post if you dont have a clue what Im talking about) and I want to see my aunts and uncle and cousins anyhow and do a lunch like we usually do but its just not the same without my other uncle and I just.. it makes me feel empty. Anyhow one more thing to post about before I get offline and play the sims or some atv game.. Bobbie Jo leaves Teusday make sure you say goodbye and I love you and I hate that you're leaving and I love you and I'll miss you and crap wait that would be me if I could see her again before she leaves. Love ya lots Jobbie!!!

Schedule (Shedule LOL)

So I still cant figure out how to get the program on my computer to upload my pics on the blog so Im going to post my schedule instead yo. Tenth grade peeps. I can go out for lunch and harass much younger kids (yeah right most of them are taller than me). Anyhow here it tis!
Per. 1 Biology Mrs. Warner
Per. 2 Computer Graphics Mrs. Olsen
Per. 3 Alg 1 Mr. Jackson
Per. 4 Spanish 2 Mr. Rocco
Per. 5 Honors English 10 Mr. Sandstede
Per. 6 OTH Hematite Mrs. Gentilini
Semester 2
Per. 2 World History 2 Mrs. Collins

So I've heard Mrs. Olsen is mean and I've heard Rocco doesnt teach you anything. Does anyone have any comments?

Brand New! Brand New! Coming Soon! HA HA HA!

Cant get my pics to upload and its too late now. Ill just say thanks to everyone and if I didnt invite you I am sorry but I pry had a good reason at the time or I just forgot you altogether no offense. Brobergs you werent in town! It was awesome and I got a Sony Cybershot, a G.I. Joe, a goldfish (inside joke hope you get it) , and cash. I am still getting two more that I know about. I will totally say more tomorrow. Thanks yall!

Contact!

I totally am psyched for the party. I get a haircut tomorrow and I found a pair of contacts that I thought I didnt have which is why I've been wearing my glasses all the time. Dont get me wrong they are cute sometimes but I love having contacts. Yay! I'll look good for my party. Check ya'll later...

Party!!!

So check it: Travis and I are having a sweet sixteen birthday party. Its gonna be at my uncle's house on Tuesday There's going to be a bonfire and snacks. I am so happy that its almost my bday. Yes!!! No one has to bring a present but it would be much appreciated. I know its hard to get for two people at the same time tho, so just plan on showing up. So check it I figured I would tell yall some stuff I might be getting. One FYI before I do that tho: Jon Heder guest stars in a new movie Just Like Heaven.
*digital Samsung camera
*Rev trucker hat
*ipod jogging armband
*Hillsong United CD with songs from camp
*sweet watch from Claire's

Hey all!

Well I figured you all could check out Mike's new band pics and comment on them. He sent me an email! The site is www.zorpia.com/teleman925 . Amber Shain is gone! Doesn't that suck! We miss you Shain. Only like seven days to my bday and five to Steven Z's. I think I have my heart set on green Chuck Taylor All Stars for new school shoes. Maybe a different color. Thats my latest update.

Check Them Out

So I have a bunch of new blogs and it would be sweet if ya all checked them out. Most of them are linked on the side or you can just check my profile and get to them. I think I have seven right now, but when school starts I am getting rid of some of them. Also check out my Xanga blog: www.xanga.com/girlofgod1605 .

Hearts

My heart might just have shattered. Ok this is going to be a nameless thing. The boy I have a big crush on (I think) thinks I'm a freak. Pry bcuz i came on too strong. I seem to get obsessed with the ideas of things and not the actual things or people. I'll give you an example. My digital camera that I'm getting for my bday and its all I can talk about. When I get it I will love it but I am more obsessed with the idea of it than the actual camera. This seems to be the thing with boys too. If I dated them I would love it but I am more obsessed with the idea of a bf than an actual bf. I dont really need or want a bf anyhow. So back to the title. I think I this boy thinks I am obsessed with him when I only appear to be. And any of you that say yeah right Im not going to think you are funny. This boy I think seriously thinks that and i hate it. I want him to think that I like him as a crush and not as an obsession. Hearts suck. They always betray your feelings. Poop.

Oh no!

Crap, I flipping scare guys away! I come on too strong and frigging scare them away. Whatever...

Thoughts Floating in my Head

I can't tell a boy that lives near me that I like him and I usually don't do well when I try to flirt with him. I can tell Mike everything I think about him and how I think we should totally meet up sometime and he lives 70 miles away. I think either of these boys will be marriable when they are like 20. The girls in the youth group think I should date Steven, no matter how many times I say he is just my best guy friend. There is nothing romantic there. I think tons of guys are hot and I worry I think too much about guys all the time. Not even like bad things just that I spend too much time thinking of them. I'm going to Valley Fair tomorrow and most of what I'm thinking of is: Is the guy that lives in our town going? Is Mike going? Wow there will be tons of hot guys there... And then just stuff like: Oh man I'm sleeping on the way down. Oh yeah probably I've thought once or twice: Will the guy with the cast be there and flirt with me? His name is Taylor. I am going to have a great time there I love the rides and all that. I beat the Spongebob game... Yay!!! Oh wait its probably a kids game so I feel stupid, but I'm going to replay it again tonight. There is church tonight... I get a chance to worship the lord, take in some of The Word, and have some sweet fellowship with my people. I'm going to blog some more on my Guys blog if I can get some pics to download on it. I emailed Nate Ruch to tell him my camp thoughts. I'm going to read a little of my bible before dinner and I'm going to pray about a couple things. I'm thinking of creating yet another blog just to spend some time on when I'm done updating my other blogs. Although, I don't know if I can keep up with it and the other four. I wish I would have won the free trip to Valley Fair but unfortunately I didn't and have to pay. But, I'm going anyhow. Thats all my thoughts for now.

Mike (I can show you all what he looks like)

Well after this it won't seem like I'm obsessing anymore. At least not on my blog lol. Anyhow here are some pics. He has a band!

He is the one on the left with the blue shirt on.

He is the one in the blue sitting on the floor looking totally adorable with his guitar. The rest are the band members. He says they are new and they suck but I wish I could be the judge of that.

Camp...How can I explain how I feel?

Well I got baptised in the holy spirit and my brother was like transformed. I came back to a disaster but first I'll tell about camp. The first day was like so wierd I cant even explain and it felt wierd to be away from my family already and I hadn't even been away for two days. But, the first day was a free day basically. I mean we had a service, but it was just the beginning. Nate Ruch was our head speaker and then Pastor Jonas from Duluth (yes ladies the gorgeous one) and Pastor Dan, I think, were our morning speakers. They all were great. Pastor Curby, Pastor Corey, and another pastor were what they called the rec guys. I tried the blob, but I never got to get propelled off because I kept falling off. I did the mud pit, water polo w/ canoes and paddle boats, the chicken fights, but I slept thru slip n slide dodgeball cause I was exhausted. The food in the cafeteria sucked and the oasis was awesome except for one thing. They did the baptism, salvation, and coming back to salvation on the Thursday because Nate Ruch likes to mix it up. His sermons were awesome I am so glad I have notes and I have his autograph because he was a great speaker. I met some cute boys but one that I really liked and who had beautiful hair and seemed like a great guy before this one thing happened during the week, so who knows. I met another great guy tho and we traded emails and I got one guys phone number too. I also got Amos' email bcuz I thought he was a great guy but I've been told by several people he is a player. The actual really great guy I met though has got such a cute face and loves Jesus and seems like a guy I would love to date or at least hang out with. His name is Mike. Anyway camp was a great experience and I totally loved my encounters. Oh yeah when cleaning your fish tank, take the fish out with your fingers and put it on a clean, dry surface, and if it flops a little don't worry its just adjusting to the environment and getting comfortable. LOL! Steph Thronson is the funniest chick ever.

A very sad thing tho... My uncle died of cancer while I was gone the wake is Sunday and the funeral is Monday which means I wont see you all for a while. My cousins have lost thier dad. I can't imagine how horrible that would be.