Thoughts Floating in my Head

I can't tell a boy that lives near me that I like him and I usually don't do well when I try to flirt with him. I can tell Mike everything I think about him and how I think we should totally meet up sometime and he lives 70 miles away. I think either of these boys will be marriable when they are like 20. The girls in the youth group think I should date Steven, no matter how many times I say he is just my best guy friend. There is nothing romantic there. I think tons of guys are hot and I worry I think too much about guys all the time. Not even like bad things just that I spend too much time thinking of them. I'm going to Valley Fair tomorrow and most of what I'm thinking of is: Is the guy that lives in our town going? Is Mike going? Wow there will be tons of hot guys there... And then just stuff like: Oh man I'm sleeping on the way down. Oh yeah probably I've thought once or twice: Will the guy with the cast be there and flirt with me? His name is Taylor. I am going to have a great time there I love the rides and all that. I beat the Spongebob game... Yay!!! Oh wait its probably a kids game so I feel stupid, but I'm going to replay it again tonight. There is church tonight... I get a chance to worship the lord, take in some of The Word, and have some sweet fellowship with my people. I'm going to blog some more on my Guys blog if I can get some pics to download on it. I emailed Nate Ruch to tell him my camp thoughts. I'm going to read a little of my bible before dinner and I'm going to pray about a couple things. I'm thinking of creating yet another blog just to spend some time on when I'm done updating my other blogs. Although, I don't know if I can keep up with it and the other four. I wish I would have won the free trip to Valley Fair but unfortunately I didn't and have to pay. But, I'm going anyhow. Thats all my thoughts for now.